The last from our cover shoot outtakes for Deeper In Spades
I’ve been going back and reposting our old blogs from almost two years ago that eventually became our first book, In Spades. This is another from Jessica. You can buy the full book here: In Spades
While my mom was meeting Clarence, I was still really wrapped up in Neil, my first boyfriend. It wasn’t long before my mom caught on that we were dating. I didn’t really hide stuff from her anyway. We had to have ‘the talk’ though when she walked in on Neil and I. I totally thought we had the house to ourselves and the music was up. My mom just strolled in like it was no big thing to walk into someone’s bedroom. There was about a half second where we all just kind of froze up and then my mom bolted.
Later, when we got together to talk, she told me that she hadn’t mentioned it to my dad. I don’t know if he would have gotten mad or not, but I didn’t really want to find out. I was ready for a heavy lecture from my mom, but instead, she said some stuff that not only made me feel better, but has really stuck with me since. She said, “Jessica, people are wonderful, beautiful animals with wonderful, beautiful animal urges. Instead of trying to repress them, all you need to do is to try to express them in a wonderful, beautiful and healthy way.”
This is another of those things that looks good in porn and I guess I would do it if I had three guys who wanted me to. But honestly, I’d rather just suck their dicks one at a time and do it right, than give one half-assed blowjob and two weak hand jobs.
Hi - That’s a really reasonable question and one I explore much more deeply in our book. But the short answer is yes, it is a type of ‘don’t ask, don’t tell’ and yes, it is worth it to stay married, at least for now. Outside of sex, we have a very tight knit family - two children and a very large extended family - and in many ways we’re a very standard, happy family. Once my kids are completely grown up and out of the house, things may change though.
Hi anonymous - We’ve been explaining all of that in our posts recently, titled ‘Reposting Chapter X of In Spades’. You can read all about it. The answer to your question is - yes and no.
Yes, the tattoos are temporaries. However, a real tattoo of any kind would draw a lot of unwanted attention from my husband. If I had a Queen of Spades tattoo, he’d ask what it meant and once he found out, he would lose his mind.
Aww thanks so much hon! We *really* appreciate that. You put a big smile on my face!
I think Johnny was just getting silly with posing us at this point. There was no way we’d actually end up using this for the cover of Deeper In Spades, but it was a really fun shoot and this ended up being a cute shot.
I’ve Been going back and reposting our old blogs from almost two years ago. The blogs eventually became our first book, In Spades. This chapter was a big one - meeting Clarence. You can buy the full book here: In Spades
After my little tryst with Jeff, I started doing some heavy thinking. I’d cheated on David twice now, both times with virtual strangers. I was getting a bit into dangerous territory and I felt like something might happen - an STD, someone recognizing me, getting caught in a lie, something.
For awhile I turned to chat rooms and internet porn. I got back into masturbating quite a bit. I even did some webcam sex with a few guys. It was okay, but more than anything I kept going back to my encounter with Phillip, the really hot black guy who’d been so forceful with me, the guy I first cheated on David with.